Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Okay… here we go (deep breath).

As some of you know, we have been talking about starting a family for quite some time. After searching the internet for hours-upon-hours, visiting with adoption agencies, talking with birthmothers who made the decision of having adoptive parents raise their children, researching the option of surrogacy, talking with proud partners of adopted children… we finally came to the moment where we felt prepared to make the decision of which route our journey will take. As one could imagine, it’s been a rollercoaster of emotions.

This past fall we traveled to Vermont to meet with one final agency. They hold a weekend retreat for prospective parents. It was truly one of the most humbling experiences as we listened to a birth mother share her adoption story. There wasn’t a dry eye in the room. It answered so many questions and left us feeling very confident with the agency.

Well, today, we traveled to the outskirts of Albany, NY to sit down with staff at one of their satellite offices. After asking the remaining questions we had, which probably made us look so inept in the caseworker supervisor’s eyes, we officially started the process to become adoptive dads. We initialed, and initialed and initialed the multi-page agreement, signed the check, shed some tears and realized that our life has officially changed forever.
Over the next 2-3 months, we will be preparing for our home study. The law of every State requires all prospective adoptive parents (no matter how they intend to adopt) to participate in a home study. It is a detailed written report of our family compiled and prepared by a social worker. The adoption home study requires us to gather different documents, answer several questions, and explore our reasons for adopting. We will also be asking some of you to provide letters for our file. Through a series of visits and interviews the social worker hopes to put together a complete picture of who we are and what life is like in our family. During this same time frame, we will be putting together a portfolio, like a photo album with our story, for perspective birthmothers. These books then get distributed to up to 45 different birthmothers throughout the process.
Once the home study and the portfolio are completed, we become “active” and that’s when the wait begins. It could be days, weeks, months or even years… anything can happen. So, with a car seat properly installed in the back seats of our vehicles, we will be waiting by the phone. We may be privy to an instant baby (just add water and walla!). This is when a birthmother delivers a baby and then decides at that moment that adoption is best for her and her baby. She could either ask for portfolios to help her make a decision on who she’d like to raise her child, or have the agency place the child with the family who has the most like qualities. Another opportunity that may present itself to us is we can have a mother choose us at some point during the pregnancy. We would then build a relationship with her and would likely be there at the delivery.
We look forward to what lays ahead of us, and we couldn’t wait to share the exciting news with all of you. We have started our adoption blog and we’d love for you all to subscribe so you can take this journey with us.
Ways you can help:
1) Keep us in your thoughts and prayers… it may be a bumpy ride.
2) Tell all of your friends about us, and our story. The more people that know we’re looking to adopt, the better our chances. Our family at Friends In Adoption informed us that a many of their placement are often through referrals. While you yourself may not know of a birthmother your friends may hear of someone they know.
3) Please look over your pictures and send any you might have of us so we might consider them for our portfolio.

All our love – Paul and Chris

Us, signing the contract with Friends In Adoption


iamrandi said...

I feel so privileged to call you two my uncles. I have been waiting to hear this news. It is the greatest gift in life. You both will make such wonderful fathers. I couldn't be any more excited and.... just... a big fat YAY!!!! I love you both so much and want to be a part of your journey. As always you .... and potentially your child... will be in my prayers. =D

Bill Johnson said...

I am SOOOOO HAPPY for you guys! I don't think that there are two nicer people in the world...that would make the best parents!! My thoughts and prayers are with you both...and your future child. Love ya! Bill.

Cherette Furr said...

Congratulations to the both of you! Before you know it I'll get an email of a little tot with a purple Relay For Life baby tee and big cheese smile. I'm sure you'll be great daddies.


Kyle said...

So I am sitting at my desk in near tears. Words can't describe how happy
I am for you. I look forward to continued conversations and
communications about how we can help. Thanks for sending this - such a
great way to start the morning - I'm picturing a woman sitting on an
egg, waiting for it to hatch...

John A. said...

Congratulations and good luck, guys. Obviously, all the anxiety-ridden preparations and the waiting and waiting... and shopping... will leave you changed men. Then the baby comes and it will be a great day! Then some more changes... at least 18 years worth. Not the least of which will be all your new gray hair, but don't worry, you may look "distinguished". No, really Paul.

Wendy Lou Who said...

CoNgRaTuLaTiOnS!!! Yippee! I'm so excited for you guys! That's wonderful news... you'll be great dads. :) If I can do anything to help, count me in.

Ok, so I like have the BEST pictures for you to include in your portfolio.
I mean, it's like these pictures are of you in Daddy-training.

Call me soon so we can catch up... I miss you both so much.

fabricpaper said...

I'm having a hard time containing my emotion here. I just read your messages and am sooooo super excited. But I don't feel like I can type the right words to tell you how excited I am. Plus on top of the excitement I also feel such sadness that we are not there to share this amazing journey with you, damn grad school!! I miss you friends, can I call you daddy now? Thanks for the blog, please keep us posted. BIG Congratulations!

Christine M. said...

Dear Paul and Chris,
What wonderful news! I am so very happy for you I could not think of any other "daddies" that deserve this more. I am proud to know you both .. and I hope to be in your journey forever and ever!

Love ya, Chris & Jim

connie said...

WOW!!! What a great surprise, after not paying attention to my 'online' friends for a couple of weeks. I can't wait to hear the excitement in your words when you toss out the "We're officially daddies... plural" news. I know you are both going to be fantastic, loving parents. Love you much! C---

Joanne said...

I just found your blog and wanted to say good luck with the adoption process. I adopted three children through foster care and although it's been a roller coaster, I wouldn't trade it for anything. :-)
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